About last night

Hi my super,
I didn't dream you for a long long time. Did I real forget you? I think yes, because you thrown me out 20 years ago. I know I don't have the fortune to own your love, a wholelife love. in fact, your bright against my failure today, you made a good choice, I think you won't feel regret or sorry about your decision.
I dream you recently, I have no idea why you appear in my dream. May be I am old enough and try to live with memories. I always image we meet in Taipei's street that we walked together before, will you recognize me? or become a stranger in your life. Whenever, you bring me the happy time I only have in my life.
Now, I have a family, they are my obligation and duty, especial my two sons. They never have the right to choose parents, but I will do my best. In the deep midnight, did you ever think about me? A man you ever loved so much and so hard.
Can you appear in my dream, and tell me why you leave me alone, and let me face the lonely for a life? Young is far away me and run faster and faster. I only wish we can meet again someday, and you just let me know you still recognize me. You inspire my life and I wish to stop at the same point.